Hey bloggers, I still feel depressed but a bit happier. My boyfriend still loves me and still wants me. this time next week he will be back home. I'm just keeping my sights set on that. I keep crying my heart out though. I just want to hold him in my arms and never let him go ever. he means everything to me and always will. I'd never give him up not for anything. Even though he's not here at the moment, it's as if he is still around. I know that he is thinking about me and worrying about me. I just want him back. I love him with all my heart xxx

Hey bloggers. Another day. Ever felt like you've been let down one to many times. Well I have. All my life I've been let down. Then I find someone I love and trust, that's when I'm happy but now I'm not. That person has gone away. Now I feel scared, lonely, upset and unloved. I just want to hold onto him and hold him in my arms. I can't wait till next Wednesday, when he's finally back. I've come to realise that in your life you must depend on yourself because at certain points in your life you are alone and have no one else to depend on or relie on. Well that's it for me at the minute, better get on with my work.

Hey Bloggers out there, Princess here. My life seems such a mess at the minute. I'm ill and my boyfriends gone away to China for 2 weeks. All I can do is cry. I miss him soo much. All i do is mope about all day. I just want him back. I love him.