Hey bloggers, I still feel depressed but a bit happier. My boyfriend still loves me and still wants me. this time next week he will be back home. I'm just keeping my sights set on that. I keep crying my heart out though. I just want to hold him in my arms and never let him go ever. he means everything to me and always will. I'd never give him up not for anything. Even though he's not here at the moment, it's as if he is still around. I know that he is thinking about me and worrying about me. I just want him back. I love him with all my heart xxx